We have been to

Italy -Rome, Venice, Milan, Como Lake, Bellagio, Florence, Bologna. United Kingdom -The whole Kingdom including scottish land. Belgium France -Paris, Lille, Calais, Metz, Nancy. The Netherland -Amsterdam, Utretcht, Roermond, Mastricht, Rotterdam, Zaans schans, Velondam, keukenhof etc. Chez Republic -Prague. Slovakia -Bratislava. Hungary -Budapest. Austria -Vienna, Salzburg. Switzerland -Basel, Zurich, Interlaken Lake, jungfraujich, geneva, brig, lausanne, Lugano Germany -West and East Germany except Munich. Luxembourg United States of America -San Francisco, Hawaii. Poland -Warsaw and Lodz Spain -Madrid, Cordoba, Seville, Granada, Barcelona Turkey -Istanbul Singapore Russia -st.petersburg and counting...


Monday, 30 March 2009

2nd scan

We went for the second scan today and it has done at 12.30pm..30 minutes late from the appointment time. Alhamdulillah, everything is fine...The gender has revealed! Apparently, the doctor said, it is about 98 percent accurate since only 2D scan was available. The 3D machine is having a problem.. Okla..asalkan ada pic..btw..this week is exactly 6 months of my pregnancy...syukurrrrr..

Sunday, 29 March 2009

Sharing infos..

The pregnancy bible from Dr. Miriam Stoppard, titled conception, pregnancy, and birth is very recommended for all pregnancy ladies especially a new mums to be. I bought the book earlier this month at Waterstone's Book Store and it only costed me Euro 27.25. It is not a paperback book, but a hardcover instead. The book contains 376 pages and I can learn a lot about pregnancy, what to expect during labour etc. Right on cue, this book becomes handy in learning and gaining knowledge about pregnancy and after birth, for dummy like me.

As we know,every pregnancy is unique, and so does the labour. Surely, every mums will face the different experiences during pregnancy and birth,yet it not giving us any excuses not to search any infos about it. Well, who knows maybe the infos are useful later on. So do try to read this book !

Even though, I am in the middle of reading but I could not help myself from finding another books to buy as another sources of information. When I am a thousand miles apart from my parents and families to seek for the advice, hence books are the answers for all the queries.

Spending hours in a book store just simply to buy one book, is normal scenario for me. Plus the books in here is not too expensive compared to the book stores back home. That is what I love so much about living abroad.

Tomorrow is part of our big day..second scan for our baby. I hope, the gender will reveal...yippy!!

Thursday, 26 March 2009

Week 23

Masuk week 23, perut rasa makin berat..pastu cepat mengah..macam mana la nk tunggu sampai week 36 or 40..mesti jadi penguin..sabarrrrrr je le..saliva makin kurang tapi rasa macam payau je..makan pun kena amik sikit2 tapi banyak kali..tak bole makan banyak sekali gus..nanti perut macam sebu and ketat macam makin galak mengkicking..tersedu..main2...macam2..apa2 la baby asalkan sihat ok...

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

Ibu atau pasangan?

forwarded email dr kawan aku eqin yang lagi sekali menyebabkan air mata aku hampir kecundang..ekamatra..huhuhuh

"IBU" atau "PASANGAN?"??

Orang kata aku lahir dari perut ibu..
Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku.. Ibu
Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku.. Ibu
Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. Ibu
Kata ibu, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut.. Ma!

Bila bangun tidur, aku cari.. Ibu
Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang ....Ibu
Bila nak bermanja.. Aku dekati ibu
Bila nak bergesel? Aku duduk sebelah ibu
Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya ibu
Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku ? Ibu
Bila merajuk? yang memujukku cuma.. Ibu

Bila melakukan kesalahan? Ibu juga lah yang paling cepat marah..

Bila takut? Yang tenangkan aku.. Ibu
Bila nak peluk? Yang aku suka peluk.. Ibu

Aku selalu teringatkan .. Ibu
Bila sedih, aku mesti telefon ibu
Bila seronok? Orang pertama aku nak beritahu? Ibu
Bila bengang.. Aku suka luah pada ..Ibu
Bila takut, aku selalu panggil.. ? Ibuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!
Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah ..Ibu
Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga ibu
Bila merajuk, yang datang pujuk aku juga.. Ibu
Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu..Ibu
Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.. Ibu
Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. Ibu

Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku.. Ibu
Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku, Ibu

Yang selalu berleter kat aku.. Ibu
Yang selalu puji aku.. Ibu
Yang selalu nasihat aku.. Ibu
Bila nak kahwin..
Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk? Ibu

Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri
Bila seronok ... Aku cari pasanganku
Bila sedih ... Aku cari Ibu
Bila berjaya ... Aku ceritakan pada pasanganku
Bila gagal ... Aku ceritakan pada Ibu
Bila bahagia ... aku peluk erat pasanganku
Bila berduka ... aku peluk erat ibuku

Bila nak bercuti ... Aku bawa pasanganku
Bila sibuk ... Aku hantar anak ke rumah ibu
Bila sambut valentine ... Aku hadiahi bunga pada pasanganku
Bila sambut hari ibu ... Aku cuma dapat ucapkan Selamat Hari Ibu

Selalu........Aku ingat pasanganku
Selalu.....Ibu ingat kat aku
Bila-Bila.....Aku akan talipon pasanganku
Entah bila....Aku nak talipon ibu
Selalu....Aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
Entah bila.....Aku nak belikan hadiah untuk Ibuku

Renungkan :-

"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan bekerja. Bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk ibu? Ibu
bukan nak banyak. Lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah"

Berderai air mata aku. Hari ini kalau ibu mahu lima ratus sebulan pun aku mampu. Aku
boleh kirimkan. Tapi Ibu sudah tiada. Aku tidak berkesempatan lagi. Bukan lima puluh
ringgit. Lima puluh sen pun tidak sempat aku kirimkan! Hanya yang termampu Al-fatihah,
al-fatihah, al-fatihah.

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

Nasib badan

It's confirmed. The ticket has booked. He will fly out on 20th June 2009 and return on 26th June 2009. He's leaving for Seattle, Washington. I have not decided yet where I will stay when he is not around. Just if I was not pregnant I definitely accompany him for this trip. Well, it is not really a holiday trip. He will attends a conference actually. Well, of course it much better to kill two birds with one stone..he will spends the free time to sightseeing at nearby city..jelesnyeeee..

The conclusion is, I will be left alone..borinknyeeeee!

p.s..zek maybe aku wat gila dtg weimar sopink barang baby..hahhahahaa

Thursday, 19 March 2009

Rome Day 3 and day 4

Day three brought us to the Phanteon, the Republica, The vittorio Plaza, Catle st Angelo, the Vatican city and many more places. I think many of you know about the Vatican city. the city where pope belongs to.

From Vativan City we off to the Castle St. Angelo and Plaza Cavour. Took photos and had a small lunch to fill in our rumbling stomaches. We kept our feet moving and crossing the lovely bridge just before the castle. The bridge is called Ponte St. Angelo. After taking a walk for hours we decided to take a look for the halal restaurant at the city centre. Finally, we found one. They sell beriyani rice, pizza and everything. It was so heaven to eat rice after had a pasta n pizza for our meals. The restaurant foods did not cost so much money. For lunch and diner we normally spent Euro 13 to Euro 18 for 2 people...

Day four, we decided to enter the colosseum. We bought the tickets after lining up for 30 minutes. We were lucky because during weekdays and in spring season there was not so many people compared to the weekend. The architecture inside the colosseum was amazing..Just imagine they built that before the Prophet Isa. How long the time went by but the structures, still remain. Truthfully, this is one of the human civilization that must be visited. From the colosseum we went to Palatino garden. The ticket was the same ticket as the colosseum. The garden was amazing and lovely. With the remain oldest structures and many more. Time flies so fast until we realized we had already spent 6 hours for these 2 places. Ok la tak mau cite panjang kesimpulannya Rome best gilerrrrr..and the best thing was,Am bought me 1 calf skin handbag, Italy made. I loveeeeeee it so much..tq dear!

Rome, Italy day 1 and 2

Day 1

After coming back from Rome, I really need some time to get in piece. I was so tired with the trip. We jet off on 14th March 2008 at 6.30pm and arrived in Rome at 8.30 pm. We bought the Terravission bus tickets to get to the city centre, Termini Station. The tickets only costed us Euro 14/person for the return tickets. You can buy it at the airport or on board. If you want a better deal, do buy it online and you can save Euro two for each of the return ticket.

The journey from airport to the city centre took 30 minutes. After arriving in the city, we started looking for our hotel. It just nearby the Termini Station and it was not so bad, only Euro 46 per night including breakfast for 2. Actually the price is vary depends on the season. During summer it would be double from the standard price, and all the hotel mostly quite expensive in summer compare to the other seasons.

Just after finding the hotel, we took bath , diner and rest our feet for tomorrow trip...zzzzzzz..

Day two

In the early morning, off we went to the most important and attractive places in Rome, the Colosseum. Before that we thought either to take sightseeing bus that costed around Euro 23 per day per person or go for the normal public transports. When we took into account of everything, we decided against our initial planned of buying sightseeing bus pass. We chose metrobus instead. The pass allowed us to unlimited travel with any buses and metro in Rome. It was so cheap. Only Euro four per day or Euro 11 for three days and Euro 16 for a week. You can make your choice which passes you want to go to suit your condition and budget.

Back to the Colosseum story, The metro station for Colosseum is, colosseo. It only two stations apart from our hotel, Termini Station. One thing for sure was, Rome was the most crowded tourist places that I have been so far. Compared to Prague, Paris, London and etc..Rome won the category of the-most-crowded-with the tourists. Not to forget it quite expensive city to visit too..Expensive but really worth it!

I do not know but I love Rome very much, if we have some budget we will jet off to Italy again to visit Venice, Milan and Florence. insyaAllahhhhh..

At the Colosseum we just wandering around outside since too many people were in Q to buy the Colosseum tickets, You can beat the Q if you take tour that costed around Euro 20 to Euro 23 per person. If you are in a tight budget, just get yourselves in the Q and pay only Euro nine per person for the admission fee of the Colosseum, Palatino Garden and Roman Bath. Well, the first and second day was nice and we decided to enter the Colosseum a day before we off back to Belgium. The most important info is, when you go to the Colosseum, beware of the cone men. They are everywhere especially the people who wears the gladiator costume. Check the price first before agree to take photo with them. They would charge you up to Euro 20 for just a few bloody worst pictures. And do not forget, if you want to buy the souvenirs do not buy with the lorries men.It much expensive compared to the souvenirs shops.

From the Coloseum we off to Trevi fountain, Monument Emanuel 2, and many more places. The must been visited places if you go to Rome.

For the currency- In Italy the currency is in Euro..1 euro equal to Ringgit Malaysia 4.9...or 1 euro equal to 0.91 pence.

Our Day 1 and 2 pics..just a few..lain2 tgk kat fb k..

Trevi fountain, the mitos is, if you throw coin into the water, you will return to Rome later..rubbish kan?
The colosseum area
The Spanish Steps...must visit place.
The Colosseum during day
The Colosseum during nite..

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

Untukmu Sayang..

"Ya Allah peliharalah anakku selama ia berada di dalam perutku, dan sihatkanlah dia, Engkaulah yang menyembuhkan, tidak ada penyembuhan selain penyembuhan Mu, Penyembuhan yang tidak meninggalkan penyakit. Ya Allah rupakanlah atau bentukkanlah dia yang ada diperut ku dengan rupa yang baik, dan tetapkanlah ke dalam hatinya iman kepada Engkau dan kepada Rasul-Mu.

Ya Allah, keluarkanlah dia dari perutku dengan mudah dan selamat. Ya Allah jadikanlah dia sihat yang sempurna berakal dan pandai, alim dan beramal. Ya Allah panjangkanlah umurnya sihatkanlah badannya, dan baikkanlah akhlaknya, fasihkanlah lisannya, baguskanlah suaranya untuk membaca Al-Quran dan hadis dengan berkat Nabi Muhammad SAW, dan segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan semesta alam". Aminnnnn.

Tuesday, 10 March 2009

Thanks Bumi Belgium..

The last time I had a blast news in my life was, when I found out I fell pregnant in a few months back. It seems so ages since it has happened. Fortunately, again we were showering with the greatest news in a few weeks back but it was confirmed today in black and white. I really feel this is the good fortune for us and our unborn baby . What is the good news then? Hahahaha..still cannot be revealed it here, but trust me it never had a connection with my pregnancy. I just told a few friends that I have trusted and closed to me. A friend who is always there to hear my problems out. Thanks k!

Instead of being happy with the news, I will keep reminding myself about one thing. If something meant to be yours..It will be yours forever. Never worried about what if this and that? It all depends on Allah wills. What I can do is, just keep thanking him always. And, again it makes me realized the best decision we had ever done so far was, moving from Manchester to Belgium. Part of the risky undertakings so far has been paid. We could not thankful enough when the worst recession hits Uk , Europe and all over the world, we still have the chances. Our fate is here..our livelihood is here...Our chance to be a parent is here..Everything is here..Thanks bumi Belgium for all the chances that you have given us...Aku syukur..aminn..

Monday, 9 March 2009


Forwarded email to share with my readers.....

Nabi Musa adalah satu-satunya Nabi yang boleh bercakap terus dengan Allah SW.T Setiap kali dia hendak bermunajat, Nabi Musa akan naik ke Bukit Tursina. Di atas bukit itulah dia akan bercakap dengan Allah.Nabi Musa sering bertanya dan Allah akan menjawab pada waktu itu juga. Inilah kelebihannya yang tidak ada pada nabi-nabi lain.

Suatu hari Nabi Musa telah bertanya kepada Allah "Ya Allah, siapakah orang di syurga nanti yang akan berjiran dengan aku?". Allah pun menjawab dengan mengatakan nama orang itu, kampung serta tempat tinggalnya. Setelah mendapat jawapan, Nabi Musa turun dari Bukit Tursina dan terus berjalan mengikut tempat yang diberitahu. Setelah beberapa hari di dalam perjalanan akhirnya sampai juga Nabi Musa ke tempat berkenaan.

Dengan pertolongan beberapa orang penduduk di situ, beliau berjaya bertemu dengan orang tersebut. Setelah memberi salam beliau dipersilakan masuk dan duduk di ruang tamu. Tuan rumah itu tidak melayan Nabi Musa. Dia masuk ke dalam bilik dan melakukan sesuatu di dalam. Sebentar kemudian dia keluar sambil membawa seekor babi betina yang besar. Babi itu didukungnya dengan cermat. Nabi Musa terkejut melihatnya. "Apa hal ini?, kata Nabi Musa berbisik dalam hatinya penuh keheranan.

Bab itu dibersihkan dan dimandikan dengan baik. Setelah itu babi itu dilap sampai kering serta dipeluk cium kemudian dihantar semula ke dalam bilik. Tidak lama kemudian dia keluar sekali lagi dengan membawa pula seekor babi jantan yang lebih besar. Babi itu juga dimandikan dan dibersihkan. Kemudian dilap hingga kering dan dipeluk serta cium dengan penuh kasih sayang. Babi itu kemudiannya dihantar semula ke bilik. Selesai kerjanya barulah dia melayan Nabi Musa. "Wahai saudara! Apa agama kamu?". "Aku agama Tauhid", jawab pemuda itu iaitu agama Islam. "Habis, mengapa kamu membela babi? Kita tidak boleh berbuat begitu." Kata Nabi Musa.

"Wahai tuan hamba", kata pemuda itu. "Sebenarnya kedua babi itu adalah ibubapa kandungku. Oleh kerana mereka telah melakukan dosa yang besar, Allah telah menukarkan rupa mereka menjadi babi yang hodohrupanya. Soal dosa mereka dengan Allah itu soal lain. Itu urusannya dengan Allah. Aku sebagai anaknya tetap melaksanakan kewajipanku sebagai anak. Hari-hari aku berbakti kepada kedua ibubapaku sepertimana yang tuan hamba lihat tadi. Walaupun rupa mereka sudah menajdi babi, aku tetap melaksanakan tugasku.", sambungnya.

"Setiap hari aku berdoa kepada Allah agar mereka diampunkan. Aku bermohon supaya Allah menukarkan wajah mereka menjadi manusia yang sebenar, tetapi Allah masih belum memakbulkan lagi.", tambah pemuda itu lagi.
Maka ketika itu juga Allah menurunkan wahyu kepada Nabi Musa a.s. 'Wahai Musa, inilah orang yang akan berjiran dengan kamu di Syurga nanti, hasil baktinya yang sangat tinggi kepasa kedua ibubapanya. Ibubapanya yang sudah buruk dengan rupa babi pun dia berbakti juga. Oleh itu Kami naikkan maqamnya sebagai anak soleh disisi Kami."

Allah juga berfirman lagi yang bermaksud : "Oleh kerana dia telah berada di maqam anak yang soleh disisi Kami, maka Kami angkat doanya. Tempat kedua ibubapanya yang Kami sediakan di dalam neraka telah Kami pindahkan ke dalam syurga."
Itulah berkat anak yang soleh. Doa anak yang soleh dapat menebus dosa ibubapa yang akan masuk ke dalam neraka pindah ke syurga. Ini juga hendaklah dengan syarat dia berbakti kepada ibubapanya. Walaupun hingga ke peringkat rupa ayah dan ibunya seperti babi. Mudah-mudahan ibubapa kita mendapat tempat yang baik di akhirat kelak.

Walau bagaimana buruk sekali pun perangai kedua ibubapa kita itu bukan urusan kita, urusan kita ialah menjaga mereka dengan penuh kasih sayang sebagaimana mereka menjaga kita sewaktu kecil hingga dewasa.
Walau banyak mana sekali pun dosa yang mereka lakukan, itu juga bukan urusan kita, urusan kita ialah meminta ampun kepada Allah S.W.T supaya kedua ibubapa kita diampuni Allah S.W.T. Doa anak yang soleh akan membantu kedua ibubapanya mendapat tempat yang baik di akhirat, inilah yang dinanti-nantikan oleh para ibubapa di alam kubur.


Antenatal Check up week 21, months 5

As usual when the calendar shows 9th in every month, that's mean my antenatal check up is on that date. So today, we went to the Hospital for the routine check up. Alhamdulillah, the baby's heart beat is good..Everything is good. I had to give 2 tubes of my blood for the thyroid and toxoplasma tests. Seriously, once in my life time, the blood has taken from my arm in less than 15 seconds for the 2 small tubes. very glad indeed..hahahaha..Nothing extra ordinary, just we reconfirmed our second scan. It will be held on 30th March instead of 23rd March.Alright, I need to stop wasting time. I have to survey for our trip which is schedule this saturday..tak sabarnyaaaaaaaaa...ciao!

Tagged by Ayu..

ok ayu here the answers...hehehe..only first tag sempat jawab..kikiki..

Do you think you're hot?
besa2 je..hehhee..if I have big boobs and butt..i will feel hot then..heehhe

Upload your favourite picture of you...

Why do like that picture?
Because I was craving for subway since a few months back. The last time I had it in last july when we were in London. I never thought Belgium has a Halal subway. But I was wrong. When I checked the subway website, it appeared that Brussels has one halal subway. I was thinking to go there just after finding out the news but because of the time constraint and bla2..we had deprived ourselves for ages..Nevertheless, last saturday was the greatest day..I invited some of Malaysian friends in Belgium to join us in was so heaven to get what u wanted..hahahha.

When is your last time you ate pizza?
Last April when we were in Manchester. It was not pizza hut but pizza that made by pakistani restaurant..delicious though!!!!!!!!

The last song you listened to..
emmm...hush little baby..

What are you doing right now beside this?
Surveying Rome and getting our stuff ready for the trip.

What name do you prefer besides yours?
Azreen...Pardon me, but I do not fancy names with the ending -H except Sarah. I was thinking to give my baby's name Sarah Nur or Nur sarah or only sarah if the baby is a girl but malangnya, Am not agree with the name so going to be another name..

People I Tag
1. Oyeen
2. Aret
3. Natrah
4. Diana
5. Not in the list

Who is number one?
A friend of friend. I knew her from Zura when I was working in Alor Star..She is now preggy with her first baby..anak kami akan sebaya nanti..iNsyaallah..

Number three is having relationship with?
A wife to a kind man named Helmi. I know her in Belgium.She keeps repeating my face look alike her ex supervisor in Malaysia..Kelakar tul.

Say something about number five?
Nobody..tak wujud pun orang ni.

How about number four?
My unimate but in the different course. She is a mother to a cute toddler name firdaus...

Who is number two?
Also my unimate but in the different course. She was my husband coursemate. A lecturer and now she is in the starting point of her PHD..Just celebrated her birthday today with the same date of Nabi Muhammad s.a.w...many happy returns n happy besday aret..gud luck with PHD k..

Museums night fever

Museums night fever was held in Brussels on saturday night. This was yearly event and during this time, all museums in Brussels will be opened for the whole night for one night only from 7 pm to 1 am.Ticket must be booked online and only costed us Euro 7 for the entrance fee for all museums and for the transportation. Eventhough the event was not English language friendly, but we still enjoy it.Unfortunately we only covered 4 museums out of 14 in 5 hours and we ended up feeling tired and sleepy. We went there all together with Lukman, Saifullah, Lina. The 6 of us were enjoy the night out to the full..balik tido umah lah..pitammmmmm..

Castle museum
Music instrumental museum

army museum
army museum
outside the army museum

Sunday, 8 March 2009

Subway day in Brussels

On saturday, kami pi makan2 subway sebab dah craving sangat2 nak mkn..Last kami berdua mkn last july..sedapnya..seperti biasa la..chicken foot long jadi pilihan..burppppp..kenyang..tengah2 syok makan, tetiba ada perarakan rakyat catalonia, spain..diaorang ni buat perarakan untuk keluar dr ala2 nak jadikan catalonia satu negara la..mcm ni kalu aku nk jadikan kelantan satu negara lain la..hahahaha.

Friday, 6 March 2009

When I say nothing at all...

When I say nothing at all, it does not mean I do not have a thing to say..It just I will say something that come across my mind at the time I say it. I rarely think in details what I should or should not say. In other word, I am a type of blabber mouth person. I can get on easily with a new comer in my life. Despite that, there is one weakness in my attitude, which is, I will know exactly who I can or cannot click with. I do not judge the book by its cover but my intuition is sometimes too strong to say right or wrong about people. Am I a judgement person? hohohooh..I think half of it yes..half of it nope!

I hate pushy people. But sometimes I do push Am to something that I really want to in life. But, I think it does not matter since I do not push other people around me. When people told me their problems, I will listen carefully without giving any annoying advise unless I think I should say nasty thing to make them realize how far they have been fooling around by others or otherwise.

I do not like people keep patronizing on me. I am a big girl so I can decide what is best for me. Neither my husband nor my parent can change when I make decision on something. At least, when the decisions turned out bad, I won't blaming others about it. I will keep it to myself and try to mend it...hehehee..I am a pig headed person but it lesser as the time goes by. Am is the person who teaches me about toleration in life. It does not mean my parent did not teach me on the toleration thingy ok! It just when I were young I made or did something based on emotion not a sane thought. Yeah I know it so much patience is needed in teaching a teenager. If I am too stubborn to take on the advice, he will give me a firm word i.e > 'take it or leave it' hahaha..serve me right k..

ok stop the crapping tittle tattle..I need to survey for our trip to Italy. Only a week left before jetting off to Rome..Ciao!

Thursday, 5 March 2009

week 20

Yeah I know, four months to go before giving birth time. But, I cannot refrain myself from buying some baby's stuffs like a baby cot and a nappy changing place. The funny thing is, we have already set in position the cot and place it properly in our bedroom. I am now in the starting point of getting ready for our baby's nursery. We will buy item by item and complete it before the arrival of our new precious.

The preparation show us how fast the time flies. The countdown numbers sometimes make me feel nervous, fear to face the D-day. I do pray everytime after my prayer so that I will give birth at least two or three weeks earlier and easy labour. You know why? The answer is to avoid myself from being induce. The force labour should be more painful than natural way. I think so..oh not just my thinking..most people say so..sigh!

Baby seems to respond everytime I touch my tummy softly. I think she/he knows the touch of his/her mum. I started talking with him/her since last two weeks when I felt the first kick. Subhanallah..the feeling is undescribable. The motherhood sensitivity is very pleasing. Now, I know why a pregnant ladies keep talking about their experiences and all sort. The answer is because, they are so excited to experience it themselves and the chances should be appreciated.

My back pain is getting better after resting on the lazy chair. The chair makes me lean back a bit without putting so much pressure on my tummy so resulting me become less tight or burdensome. Thanks my dear for the chair.

Finally, tomorrow is my second antenatal class at the hospital at 7.00pm. I bunk off once for the first class. So, not for this time..malas tapi.

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

5 perkara

Thanks Eqin for this email..

lima perkara semua kita mahukannya dan kita usaha utk mendapatkannya
1-وجه جميل

1:wajah yang cantik
2- فلوس بالملاين

2:duit yang banyak
3- صحة قوية

3:kesihatan yang baik
4- اولاد شاطرين وفالحين مثلنا

4:anak2 yg cerdik dan berjaya macam kita
5- نوم عميق من دون مهدئات و أدوية

5:tidur yang nenyak tanpa ganguan
سهلة جدا و بوصفة سحرية و سهلة تستغرق 15 دقيقة يومياً ! كيف؟؟؟؟؟

senang jer untuk mendapatkannya hanya 15minit setiap hari.
قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم :

kata nabi saw
من ترك صلاة الصبح فليس في وجهه نور و من ترك صلاة الظهر فليس في رزقه

siapa yang tinggalkan solat subuh tiadalah padanya nur di wajahnya

dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat zohor tiadalah padanya rezki yang berkat

بركة و من ترك صلاة العصر فليس في جسمه قوة و من ترك صلاة المغرب فليس في

dan barang siapa yang tinggalkan solat asar tiadalah padanya kekuatan badan,dan siapa yang tinggalkan solat maghrib tiadalah padanya anak2 yg bermanfaat

أولاده ثمرة و من ترك صلاة العشاء فليس في نومه راحة

dan barangsiapa yang tinggalkan solat isyak tiadalah padanya tidur yang nyenyak

بلغ عن الرسول (صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم ) ولو آية

sampaikanlah daripada nabi saw itu walaupun satu ayat

Tuesday, 3 March 2009


Now, my mood is back on..I am sooo sadness has disappeared in the thin wind..hahahaha.

Monday, 2 March 2009


the photos is from here

I am so down and not ask why.....

Sunday, 1 March 2009

When a pregnant lady's being rude..

We were chasing for a train at Antwerp Central Station. The train just about to leave in no time soon. I almost struggled to catch up my breath to step my feet into the train.Finally, we were on board. Alhamdulillah. Just if we could not make it at the time showed, we have to wait for another one hour to return to Liege.

On board, we chose the first coach since we had not got enough time to sit at the other coaches. Right after sitting on the chair, the conductor blew up the whistle and there, the train off from the station. (Earlier this morning, we bought a rail pass and we have to write in details the journey everytime we use the pass. Read it carefully for the whole story.)

When we departed from Antwerp Station, two conductors were sitting by us. They were chatting, laughing and even making fun to each others. They were really looked like somebody off from their duty time..Loitering around on the chairs. I was asking Am to look for a pen to write the itinerary details on the pass. Unfortunately we did not bring any. So I told Am, 'Do u think I should ask a pen from these two conductors?' and Am said, 'do not bother, they must be out of their duty time, and we can ask from the on duty conductor when they come to check our ticket'. I do agree with Am's opinion. Why? Because normally, when we get in the train straightaway the conductor will approach their passengers to check the tickets and they will lend you a pen if you need to fill in the pass without making any complaints and they do not even dare to loitering around like these two monkeys k!

But, tonight the shitty scenario happened to us. The so-called bitchy-lady-conductor made my heart almost exploded.

In ten minutes of our journey, these two conductors started checking the tickets. We were the second people on board that was needed our ticket to be checked. When she stood by me, I said politely..'I am sorry, I forgot to bring my pen, can I borrow yours'? Then straightaway she replied rudely, 'you departed from Antwerp you should fill in the pass earlier.' And I said, 'Yes, I know but I do not have pen to write on it..'..Then she said, 'Why do not u asked me earlier..u saw me sat by u'..And again I replied, ' I thought u off duty because u just sitting there resting ur feet like -just-finished-ur-tonight-shift..'...And she kept saying the same statement which was, why we did not ask for the pen earlier...Oh God..what is the fucking hell la pompuan..

Normally, it does not matter, if you have the pass just ask the pen from the conductor and they will lend you a pen without bitching comments.. Ok fine..And then she said, you need to paid this amount of money..Guess how much? Bloody cost a bomb ok..Euro 55.80 including the fine. And we said,'we are sorry, can u just give me the pen and I fill in the pass without paying the huge amount of money?' And she said, 'yes sorry is sorry but u need to pay it' Trust me, It was not the fine that made felt annoying but her expression and intonation that made me furious... I said, 'we do not have cash..we only have a debit card'..and she said,'No..No..only visa is acceptable'..Bloody no-no to master card either k.

Suddenly, the other conductor came approaching us, and asked the lady what was happening? The lady's conductor per story above. The guy seemed to let us scot free and just fill in our pass..but the lady insisted on fining us..And politely, the guy said, ' need to pay this amount..Next time you have to be extra carefull ok'..And at the same time when Am gave his credit card, I just about to swear out loud with my healthy lungs, kidneys and all on that lady. To show my bad tempered. Angin k! I just snatched our pass in her hand rudely. She was staring at me blankly and I said, 'this is my pass, if u want me to pay the fine, that is it ok..but u do not have to keep my fucking pass'. All the eyes in the coach was staring at me ..I did not care how rude they think I am ok..I am not fucking care..come on..what a scene she tried to make tonight...The rest of the conductors are ok..we never met somebody that so bitchy like this bloody girl..pegi mampus la!

Ok the incident was ended there.And we never seen the lady again after that for the whole journey. How glad we were!

Suddenly, out of the of the controller man came to each passengers and let us knew the top and shocking news...hehehhe..He asked where was our destination..When I said 'liege', he just said..'ok you just stay where u need to get off and change the train'..but this train will go to leuven first and not use the normal track because there was one guy who is trying to kill himself on the track..So police do not allowed any traffic to go through the track..Oh my God..what?committing suicide? huh..I guess recession to be blamed my here we are..30 minutes late arrived in Liege plus needed to pay huge amount of fine..The journey that I could not forget forever in my life...experience eh? Anyway, thanks to kak khis, abg madzli and fitri for the hospitality..Nasi lemak daun pisang is yummyyyyyyy! toche2..see you all next week perhaps, for our subway dating in Brussels ok.