We have been to

Italy -Rome, Venice, Milan, Como Lake, Bellagio, Florence, Bologna. United Kingdom -The whole Kingdom including scottish land. Belgium France -Paris, Lille, Calais, Metz, Nancy. The Netherland -Amsterdam, Utretcht, Roermond, Mastricht, Rotterdam, Zaans schans, Velondam, keukenhof etc. Chez Republic -Prague. Slovakia -Bratislava. Hungary -Budapest. Austria -Vienna, Salzburg. Switzerland -Basel, Zurich, Interlaken Lake, jungfraujich, geneva, brig, lausanne, Lugano Germany -West and East Germany except Munich. Luxembourg United States of America -San Francisco, Hawaii. Poland -Warsaw and Lodz Spain -Madrid, Cordoba, Seville, Granada, Barcelona Turkey -Istanbul Singapore Russia -st.petersburg and counting...


Thursday, 30 August 2007


yAHoooooo!!!!!at last my leave had been approved for 2 weeks.I just called my line manager to check the status weather it's approved or still pending for approval because i do not receive the answer from her.Actually the problem is she can't find another "floor engineers" to cover me during my holiday because almost the cleaners took the days off this summer. After a month she said there is somebody that willing to be a substitute cleaner for 2 weeks..i'm so glad..Thanks i can going on holiday with a full heart..cheewah..and the best thing is i still get pay for 2 weeks during my holiday..wekekkekeke..that is because i still got 11 days entitlement holiday to be finished before october...hahahha..legaaa....

Wednesday, 29 August 2007


Today i feel so happy and glad because AS and Sahar will join our trip to Paris..Guys,..i'm so happy and thanks.Thanks GOD coz fullfil my preyer..kikikiki.whatever it is..we need to discuss all the trip's schedule..As i really hope you can make it and join me for the whole trip and actiivities..i'm really really looking forward to it.The more the merrier...that's why i'm glad if you're count in...hehhehehe...ok As..sahar..see you there guys...muahksssss

Sunday, 26 August 2007

Anniversary wishes from my husband (part 2)

For our anniversary i have write a lot..almost four entries..hehee..and the last one still awaiting to be written..insyaalh..last part..hehhehe..Actually a wishes from Am ( part 2 ) is a words that he wrote especially for me..when i woke up i realized that he put a card besdide me..and a gift as well...whereas a wishes (part 1)is a wish from the card itself...just i put in my blog for my memories in the future if i have a time to look at it back..

My Dear,

So far you done well for a wife and i have no complaint
Not another day goes by that i'm not thinking about you..
Thank you for being with me. I hope this will last to the end of time.
I love u every second of every minute of every day. It is not been easy
but we made it so far. I can't promise that the journey ahead will be easy,
nor it will be full of comfort and joy..
We made many sacifices to come this far. there are many await us..
Together, we try and pull through for a better life ahead..
I will love you always...

Your husband

Anniversary wishes from my husband (part 1)

For my wife,

On Our Anniversary....

Often there are times..
when i can't believe it's true,
that i have a wife.who's beautiful,
and as wonderful as you...

SO the emotions that i feel,
i hardly can explain,
for you fill my life with happiness,
time and time again....

For even the simplest things,
that we share together,
Leave memories behind,
that will last throughout forever,

you fill my life each day,
even when we are apart,
with a warm and tender feeling,
that stays within my heart,

so on our anniversary,
i just wanted you to know,
that you're the meaning to my life,
and that i'll always love you so..


Saturday, 25 August 2007

Our first Anniversary

Today is 25th August 2007, the special date in my life..the date that I married to my husband, izham. The time goes by very fast...after we started dating in 2002 and in love for almost 4 years then we decided to tie a knot,so we chose 25th August 2006 as a historic day in our live.Our matrimony was held at Mosque in my province, Naim Mosque, Jelawat. The feast event was held on 26th August 2007 but i chose the matrimony date as our anniversary because that was the compulsory thing in our religion to become a husband and wife.In a year we learnt a lot to know each other better. We are still learning from time to time,we try to comfort and understand each other very well to overcome all the obstacles in our marriage. Unfortunately, we can't celebrate it too much because there is something we need to sort it out before we can really really celebrate our anniversary in the future.Whatever it is, my only hope and wish for our marriage is it will last forever until death do us apart, i hope we will have kids soon ..Dear my husband, Izham..thanks for choosing me as ur wife...

Wednesday, 22 August 2007

my ------ friend...

This entry i dedicate to my friend named ( withhold )..that i think might be she left me and some other friends left behind to reach her new life style. My friend, if by any chance you drop by and read this poem..i hope you realize how i feel the distance between us getting drift apart..

My friend,

Left alone in the past
Forgotten friendships buried, never meant to last
She walked away from me
Why couldn't I foresee?
Time standing still
Another way to deal, another pill
The sky is gray with hate
One thing tore us apart, your fate
Now what will you do?
Who will confide in you?
Remember the times we shared?
Remember how well we paired?
Who is next in line?
Look at what you've done
This time I will stand in front of you,
I won't run
Don't bother me anymore
All you touch, you tore
What you wanted, you took
Now I glance back, I take one last look
You left me alone in your past
Forgotten friendships buried, never meant to las

Tuesday, 21 August 2007

How friendship break


Both Friends Will Think The Other Is Busy
And Will Not Contact
Thinking It May Be Disturbing

As Time Passes
Both Will Think Let The OTher Contact
After That each Will Think Why I Should Contact First ?

Here Your Love Will Be Converted To Hate
Finally Without Contact The Memory Becomes Weak
They Forget Each Other.
So Keep In Touch With All
I Don`t Want To Be One Of This Kind.

I Am Fine Here
Please keep in touch with me

Wednesday, 15 August 2007

Memories last forever

Recently i keep thinking about my memories when i was in secondary school especially when i was in form 4 and form 5. The most thing that i really remember well is my 2 teachers.The first guy is my chem's teacher named En Haron and the second one is my physic teacher named En Sabri Salleh. These two teachers absolutely different in character, My chem teacher ( En Haron) actually not good in teaching as good as En Sabri (he totally full swing in teaching)..If i can rank both of them in term of teaching, i will rank en Haron 3 out of 5 and en sabri 5 out of 5 BUT what i like most about en haron is he is very soft spoken, well mannered,and the best thing is he really made me love chem and i was totally excellent in exams and test for chem subject. I can precisely remembered when i sat for the first chem's test in form 4, i only got 5/100 in chem,how worst it was..hehhhe but after en haron kept gave me a motivations i started to improve my knowledge in chem..until i got flying colour in chem for my SPM..hehehe i got A2 for chem..thanks en Haron..i really2 can't pay you with the effort you put on me..opps..about my physic teacher, he totally can't won myself to love physic at all, in other word i was not enthusiastic at all with physic but i kept studied to get at least credit in SPM, and alhamdulillah i got C4 for physic, i didn't like physic because of my teacher so bad tempered, always yelled at his students and many more attitude that i think is not appopriate for him as a teacher. What ever it is thanks to him for taught me..thanks to all my teachers for taught me until i am who i am now and forever.

Tuesday, 14 August 2007

Map of Great Britain

The map of Great Britain that i've pasted in this entry is the marking places that i've already visited and the places that i am planning to visit in the future.

1. The red colour is a Scotland map and had been visited last 2 months.

2. The purple colour is England map that i've already visited as well.

(klik kat pic to enlarge)

3. The yellow colour is England as well and i am planning to visit all the places may be in October or November this year ( if possible before we move to Belgium, kalau jadi ) kalau tak jadi pindah maybe early nexyt year.

4. The green colour is wales. Definately will go there as well, insyaallah.

5. The brown colour is Ireland, insyaallah soon ( actually the next trip after Paris).

After complete all those places to visit, insyaallah if i have an extra money i will plan for europe as well. Selagi tak habis berjalan tak senang duduk..heheheh and the most important thing is tak boleh nak menyimpan sebab otak asyik fikir nak maklumlah..jauh berjalan luas pandangan..kikikiki..amin..semoga cita2 aku tercapai..

Monday, 13 August 2007

The worst and bulshit day in my life

This morning i went to work as first nothing happened until i've finished my job. I've waited for lift..klik klok klik klok..i glanced at my watch..5 minutes...10 minutes..15 minutes..i started to furious with the lift..20 minutes..30 minutes...what the hell with the lift???i couldn't stand any longer just to wait for the stupidest lift in the world!!!!!i kicked the lift door and used the stairs and the worst thing was, i had to carry 3 bags of rubbish just to throw them away at loading bay level.Actually there are 2 more lifts but i couldn't used them to carry the rubbish...i just can't because there is an instruction stated on the lift door .i used the stairs from level 10..just tired i was..i was so knackered..sial punya lif...mmg pig!!!i supposed to arrive at home at 9.20 am but today it dragged until 10 am...when i arrived at home i told am..and the best thing was..he let me kicked him to let my anger gone..hehhee..but i didn't do that..i swear tomorrow if the lift still not working..i will kick it again just to make me please..hehehe..

Sunday, 12 August 2007

Fotopages dan jalan2 ke Liverpool

Yesterday kami pegi ke Liverpool saja jalan2 makan angin.Ok la Liverpool ni..nice place kalau dapat bagi rank aku bagi dalam 3 out of 5 kot.Kami pergi ke Albert Dock which is one of the Tourist attraction. Aku tried a lot of times nak upload gambar2 kat fotopages tapi tak boleh.One of my frenz, Zac told me as well. She can't uploaded her pics as well, so i considered that there is a problem with fotopages.Anyone bole come forward bgtau aku kalau korang alami masalah yang sama tak boleh nak upload gambar kat fotopages??angin aku ni!!!!!!kenapa tak boleh ye?sape2 tau tak kenapa?tolong bgtau aku, we managed to buy a lot of souvenier for ourselves, we bought ship ( ala2 replika tu), fridge magnet for sure la kan..and macam2 lagi..saja at least ada kenangan.ok la tu aku update 2, 3 keping je la kat sini..nnti kalu fotopages dah ok baru leh aku masukkan kat fotopages aku..

Wednesday, 8 August 2007

Countdown trip to Paris

From today onwards, there’s only 25 days left before we fly out to Paris. We already booked the accommodation and flight tickets. We will be in Paris for 4 days and 3 nights. Actually before I booking all the accommodation and flight tickets, I didn’t know that I’ve got 11 days entitled holidays to be finished off by end of this September. After calling my office, one of the officer said that I need to finish my 11 days holidays as soon as possible before October, so I decided to take days off from 3rd September 2007 to 16th September 2007 ,but i won't be able to extend our trip, since we have a tight budget . What a relief to know that my holidays are fully paid by the company ( before this I have a second thought to take holiday for a few days in case my salary will be cut),hehehe..Thank God for that! So now, what I’m looking forward is, to think and buy my new outfits, preparation what I need or not to bring along during the trip. I hope everything runs smoothly. InsyaAllah.

Tuesday, 7 August 2007

our car

Today's topic is about our car. I fulfill my promised to Nor to show her our car, even this isn't a brand new car but we still glad when we managed to buy it. This car that we bought last 2 month really dies a good deeds to us. After almost a year traveled by bus and walked in a bad and good weather, we decided to buy this car. We bought it from my friend. Actually we just planned to buy a small car, such as Nissan Micra but since my friend offered this car with a very reasonable price, without second thought we agreed with it. The condition is still in a pretty good nick and worth to buy it. Whatever it is, we are glad because at least we don't have to lift heavy weight groceries items especially rice, cooking oil and many more. Unfortunately, we might not be able to bring this car if we move to Belgium, so we will sell it. If the time comes.

Saturday, 4 August 2007

Shoulder to cry on

There's one incident made me felt that i need somebody to share my problems..i need a shoulder to cry on, i need a friends and family to rely on..i'm not alone here but i still have something that i can't share with my partner because i've a particular reasons that only women can understand each other in some sort of problems.What choice that i have?i'm feel lonely here without my families and my bossom friends..cepatla nak balikkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!

Shoulder to cry on

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....