Farewell

A friend of mine, Natrah has finished her PHD and went back to Malaysia for good yesterday morning. Her flight departed from Brussels International Airport at 8am. As a good friend of mine, I could not help watching her back for good without bidding farewell for the very last time. Thus, Ina , Haris and I made an effort to meet her and we left the house as early as 4.30am to catch a train to the airport. Alhamdulillah, everything went very well.

Natrah,
I met you as a stranger,
I took you as a friend,
I hope we will meet again,
Where our friendship is never ends..amin, InsyaAllah.

The soul...

A picture speaks a thousand words, thank Allah for giving me the son..

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta..

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku.... Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta Namun ada saja cobaan hidup..... Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta Untuk temaniku dalam sepi....

When HE said ....

Kun fa ya kun...who is us, to deny the fate...

Fruity tears..

After being four years apart, today marked the day we reunited, Alhamdulillah syukur..My patience has paid. I could taste the fruity days ahead..

'Soft spot' does not so soft anymore..

Any words which came out from my lips did not reflect my heart. The mouth said okay but the heart was otherwise. Caught in the middle is pathetic sometimes, and I realized pretty soon my heart will no longer the only thing is getting heavier....

Saddo

Blood is thicker than water, Unfortunately I am 'the water'. Now, I am really really sad.

Heart wrenching

Feeling left out is not a good things. Trust me, it is really heart wrenching...

Alhamdulillah

After 45 days of performing Hajj, my parents have safely arrived at Terengganu International Airport today ar 7am, Malaysia time. Alhamdulillah...

I think..

Absurd, Well not everything is about logical sense. So, nothing is new. Sincerity, I have a huge respect for people who sincere in their jobs because I could not do so in almost everything. Death, I kept thinking about what , when will my turn. What is going to do if tomorrow is my day! Ya Allah, please forgive my sin. Blessing me with your rahmah..amin .. Secured, I used to think, if my husband or I , or perhaps both of us work with the government, our future will secure, but not anymore because whatever will be will be, the future is not ours to see. Government or private, both are about the same. There are pros and cons and it just like a coin. The truth is, you cannot choose one side of the coin! Happiness, I get everything that I always want thus it looks like everything is rosy but do not forget, everything in the garden is not rosy. After all, I just a human. Never fully thankful for what I have and always think the grass is always greener on the other side.

Eid ul adha everyone

The cold and windy air are here as the sign of winter is approaching. The icy weather makes our skin dried and scaly. For my son, he always has a sign of an eczema on his legs so before the itchiness is unbearable, I keep applying emollient to moist his skin, though for this morning I have forgotten to do so. He came to me while scratching his body and said, 'mama itchy'. Thus, I took a tube of lotion and applied onto his skin. Suddenly, out of the blue, he said, ' thank you, it fells better'. I was like when on earth did he learn about feeling etc. I guess the programmed from tv has taught him so much. Maybe it seems cliche for some parents, but for me it something to be proud of plus, the development of each kid is not at the same pace. ;-) Anyway, salam aidiladha to all muslims out there. 10 zulhijjah = 6th November 2011. Maaf zahir and batin.