Butternut squash and cinnamon muffins

My new project is, learning how to bake a very good muffins. One of them are those..

Life does go on....

Everyday, a friend of mine will ask, if I am ok and I will said, I am ok. She keeps repeating the question until one fine day I find out that I am really ok, not ok but very good. Sometimes when life is too struggle and I feel like staying in bed forever but without realizing it, I did wake up and put on a clean clothes and look over the window and I can see the daffodils are blooming, yes the spring has sprung. Life does go on actually. At the end of the day, life is going on eventually.

Sometimes, we do think life is not fair and we are the only human on earth that have a huge and unsolved problems, but we are wrong. We need to wide our thinking horizon by seeing the unlucky people and then we will realize how lucky we are.

Though, if we feel like not coping and the life is almost taking its toll, maybe we should pause and reflect and remember this mantra, Allah will always be with us and there is always light at the end of the tunnel, InsyaAllah everything will be Alright...

His faces at 19 months old

We use bilingual at home which means, sometimes English and sometimes Malay depends on the mood of we are having at the moments of speaking. The funniest thing is, he speaks English more than Malay, and I guess he learns the language more from the kids programmed at BBC.

I used to teach him let's say, ball, duck, boat etc and now he keeps adding 'the' or 'a' at the front of each words that he said. Like, 'the ball', 'the duck', trust me I never taught him about the definitive words 'the and a'. He learns them from the telly. Kudos to BBC for a very knowledgeable kids programmed.

At this age, he understands a simple instruction and he stores it in his baby's memory quite well.

I just feel like giving birth to him a couple of months ago and I am utterly mad to think he is turning two years old in four months away...Love you baby!

Despair no more, InsyaAllah

~Don`t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah 2x

Insya Allah you`ll find your way~



MasyaAllah what a nice lyrics and song by Maher Zain. If just I knew this song earlier, I definitely listen to it repeatedly until I get bored. Don't despair and never loose hope. In the past few weeks, I felt depressed and stressed over something that I never knew. The 'give up' feeling kept popping in my mind, thus the stress body and mind almost have taken its toll. Nevertheless, I still can manage to be strong and here I am, acting like a supermom and wife to my family.

Every difficulties must have the solutions. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. Repeat this mantra,Nurul.. There is no such thing of giving up and loosing hope.

The most important thing is, stop 'mourning' over vagueness things